I was able to speak to a friend, former diabetic educator of the year, Gary Shiner. In fact, Gary is responsible for putting me on CGM years ago. Gary hosts a podcast and thinks it like a pancreas. If you're sitting behind a computer, you can listen to the interview here. Or, just watch it here as above on YouTube or ask where to get the podcast.
In 30 minutes, you will see why you can't control your blood sugar levels, but it can affect it. You are responsible for your efforts, but not your outcome. That you are a superhero and you are not (that's good news). Its perfection is a form of despicable control. And it will trip you up and never beat you. It's a waste of time, energy and everything you do well.
Join us in a lecture you find enlightening, interesting and valuable. If you tend to share it with your loved ones, parents, spouses, grandparents. The more people who love you understand this life, the better it is for all of us.